The purpose of this site it to show others by my mistakes in life and to show you that from the ashes there can be beauty in your life. The biggest mistake in my life was to try and fit in and give up on what I really believed and still do. This site is not for everyone but if your here, then I believe that someone or something has brought you here today. So explore and see if anything here makes sense. If it does and you can use it to improve your life and/or relationship with loved once of God, then I have done my job..